Going to Davis for Picnic Day with a girl I “might” have feelings for. We’re spending the whole day over there, and I don’t know how it will go. The plan is to explore the campus, check out the activities, have breakfast, lunch, and dinner, and possibly end it with a movie. What worries me is that I wont be able to give her a good time and it’s just gonna be full of awkwardness. Should I even be thinking about this? Shouldn’t I just treat this as a normal hang out with a friend? I think so, but the thing is, I don’t know whether or not to consider this as a date, even though she has joked about it being one.
It really makes me happy tho, because to be honest, I’ve never really hung out with JUST a girl for that long amount of time, 1 on 1 (Sad I know right?). Plus the fact that we were both gonna ask each other (I got to it first) makes me ecstatic that someone WANTS to spend time with me.
She’ll be at my house in 7 hours. I should sleep. And wake up early, take a shower, make sure my car is clean a free of friggin Angeleen’s fur, and ready myself like it is a date even though it’s probably not.